What You See Here
What you see here...
is a woman that has experienced incredible challenges.
Always a smile on her face, no one really knowing her truths on the inside.
Long tearful nights trying to figure out life. Why everything seemed to be such an uphill battle. Two steps forward, four steps back.
My heart has bled, my tears have run dry looking for the answer to happiness, pure bliss and peace.
This once girl has discovered a happiness that can only come from within, something we can’t force or make happen – the love of self.
I had to stop judging myself and I accept me for who I am – with all the scars, the imperfections, the mistakes, and the regrets. I had to uncover it all, feel the pain, give permission to forgive myself.
It’s been a lifelong journey and I can now say that all the bullshit I have been telling myself for far too long, I will no longer accept in to my life.
Life has given me the exact lessons to work through my karma and know it’s not complete until I take my last breathe.
What I do know is the rest of this life here and now has a new meaning and life will still be full of challenges.
However, It’s not the actions that happen in our lives, it’s the way we react to the actions that show or growth.
Tapping into that inner consciousness, experiencing that internal energy with a greater perspective to life beyond this physical form.
Everything in our life is a teacher. The good, the bad and the ugly. So much to learn, so much to overcome.
Everything happens at exactly the right time, it’s up to us to accept the lesson and grow or run from the fear of going through it.
It’s much more rewarding to come from love instead of fear. Fear will never leave us, we have to learn how to live with it and tell it to take a backseat.
Take the chances in life that scare us, removing the attachment and trusting.
This is where happiness, pure bliss and peace are found.
It’s not in the lesson, it’s within the courage to learn lessons.
Choose love always